Cried, and a drop of tears fell on my desk.
Alone in the office, just finished the video conference.
Sorrow attack again. Heart aching and depressed.
The loneliness, the thought of being so seriously betrayed, and the feeling of losing the love of your life simply wrenched your heart. So painful you'd hope your heart can just stop beating this very instance.
I should just go home now... but wait, what home? I have no home now. It's just a lousy room that i rented and stayed in.
Homeless, loveless, and weak.
Sometimes i really wonder why me? I've never done anything bad in my life, or at least not something so bad that should be punished in this way. The people who have done wrong are happily enjoying their lives, while i am losing it all. Is this really how the world works?
Yes, i'm doing all these self-pitying acts now. It's one of the stages i need to go through i guess. So do bear with my tears please.
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