I know i've said that i need to change. Even if i can't love what i'm doing, at least don't be unhappy in doing it.
Sigh, easier said than done.
贝 said i have anger management problem. I think so too. I get irritated very easily. The problem is that i'm an impatient person. I have low tolerance for stupid behaviour. It just pisses me off when i see people not doing their part to make things better.
But all the furies are only making myself miserable and unhealthy. What do i achieve in the end? Nothing but unhappiness.
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Perhaps if i keep telling myself the same thing over and over again, i can hypnotize myself into actually doing it.
Labels: introspection
