Today, i got back at around 10.30pm. Went out for dinner with a colleague and chatted, kinda like a get-to-know-each-other-better kind of thing.
Then on my way back, i started to feel gastric pain, even until now. I guess my stomach is not used to heavy dinner anymore.
The landlady got back about half-an-hour later than me. She hasn't even changed yet and is not scolding her youngest daughter and the maid in the living room again. All i can think of is just, "Sigh, there we go again".
Yesterday, i had several long chats with different friends over the phone. A close friend was in need of morale support because she is going through similar situation as me, even though still at the early stage of the problem. I was frustrated at myself for not able to give her any constructive advice even though i've been through the ordeal myself. Really, having gone through it once doesn't really make me the expert. In fact, i still do not know what is the solution, if there is indeed one. All i can do is only to lend a pair of listening ears, and to pray and pray and pray for her.
All these just made me wonder if the Judgement Day is coming soon. One after one, case after case, people simply do not take marriage seriously anymore, both the party in the marriage as well as the third party who is outside of the marriage. The moral values have been reduced to almost non-existence in today's world. Then the bombing, terrorism, natural disasters, people killing people, nations against nations... If these are really signs of the end of the world, i'd hope it would come sooner. Seriously, humankind has gotten so evil that the world has already reached the stage of incorrigibility. With the rate we are going, i think it's best to wipe out the entire human race and start all over again.
On Monday, i went shopping for winter clothings by myself after work. Spent about SGD400 within a night, but got myself a very nice coat that unfortunately does not really seem to be able to withstand the cold weather of USA by itself. I'd have to wear thick clothes within it to keep myself warm.
Why i still bought it then, knowing that it might not be thick enough? Well, first and foremost, i look nice in it, and that is very important. Then, i figured that i wouldn't really go to those very cold countries frequently. It is more likely for me to visit countries with temperature above 10C, and hardly any during the cold winter time with temperature below zero. Since i'm gonna spend so much on the coat, then i might as well get something that will be useful even after i complete the USA project or leave this company.
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