Cogito ergo scribo

I have been craving for potato chips for weeks now. I was fighting hard against the temptation of picking up a packet or two when shopping at NTUC last week. I've promised myself that there would be no potato chips for me until i lose 2KG. Sad to say that two months had passed and i'm still at the same weight.

One of my new year's resolutions for 2006 is to reduce my weight to 52KG, which is 4KG less than what i weigh now. Considering my height of 166cm, i'm actually not fat. But just like any other woman who's vain and always wanna lose weight, i also hope to shred some fat, especially on some parts of the body.

Just few years ago, i was still at 50KG and gloating over how i would not put on a single pound no matter how much i ate while some gals would grow sideways even by just drinking water. Then without my notice, i gained 6KG and could no longer fit into size S. I wonder if this is what we call karma. If it is, then i'm truly sorry for being self-conceited and not taking care of my diet. God, i know i was wrong and i repent deeply. Please don't turn me into my mom.

Well, since i'm on the topic of new year's resolutions, i was thinking of adding a mid-long term goal to my list. I target to become a millionaire by year 2008.

No, it's not a wishful thinking at all. Look at it this way, if our national carrier, with all its excess fat of bureaucracy, ineffectiveness and inefficiency, can turn a RM1.3 billion loss in 2005 to a RM500 million profit in 2008, then i should be able to achieve a mere million dollars too with the same two-year time frame.

Oh wait, i forgot that our national airlines has a rich father who can always bail her out of difficulties in the event of failure, and i don't have such backing myself.

Darn, i think i'll just stick to reducing weight.

Labels: malaysia, vanity