For a lot of couples, the honeymoon period only lasted for the first two or three years. After that, it would be the phase of discovery, when both parties would discover the ugly sides of each other and decided whether or not to carry on. Yet, for 贝 and i, our so-called honeymoon period lasted for good 7 years, until we got married and the whole relationship took a sharp turn with the recent events.
But then, what i really couldn't let go are all the happy moments that we had over the past 7 years. Those happy memories, all reminding me of how deeply we had loved each other; it was as if telling me that we are meant for each other, for that kind of long and heart-warming happiness could only be possible for two persons who were truly in love and treasured each other from the bottom of their hearts.
Yes, those good times were the ones that have me holding on to the hope that we still have a good future ahead, despite the situations that said otherwise. Till this day, i still can't accept fully in my heart that love could change so easily. It simply is not possible. Call me a dreamer, or stupid even, but i really cannot believe that a person who loves you deeply for so long can just stop loving you in a few months. Unless there is indeed an expiry to love, and we have finally reached the expiry date.
Anyway, in my subsequent posts, i am going to reminisce the good times that we had together. The sweet, happy, loving moments that had me fooled in believing that even if everything changes everyday in this world, 贝's love for me will stay the same forever.
Hopefully by remembering the good old days, i will be able to convince myself that our relationship can and will be better in future.
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