If this really happens, i wonder if 贝 will feel regretful of everything that has happened. We should be so deeply in love; we should be living in a blissful marriage; we should be living our new life together happily; we should be the 宝贝 of each other...
But now we are none of these.
If i really were to leave this world like this, heart-broken and full of sadness, without a closure to this incident, i really wonder if 贝 will feel remorse and wished that everything has never happened.
I wish for that every single day, but this kind of wish is something that will never come true (unless i have a Doraemon). There's time in life that we really wish we can turn back time, despite knowing that life is an one way journey that has no U-turn.
Frankly, am i afraid to go there now? Not really. Whatever gotta happen will happen. If this is how it should end, then so be it.
Suddenly, nothing scares me anymore.
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