- Eat durian together
- Go shopping since it's Singapore Sales now
- Planning for our wedding photography and honeymoon
- Take up golfing again
- Checking out the pricing for new car
- Take leave to go back to BM to see the newborn nephew
- Both working hard at our jobs for better future
- Finish on watching all the shows such as Survivor, The Amazing Race, 星光大道, CSI, Desperate Housewives, etc.
- Feeling blissful and serene; not much excitement but happy and fulfilled.
- Sleeping tightly in bed now with the love one beside, feeling safe and calm
Yes, i know i should stop thinking about all these, because there is simply no "should be" anymore. Things are the way they are now, and there is no Doraemon in this world who could give us a device to go back in time.
These "should be" are just unreal, something forever lost and will never return. What is real and i am feeling it every second is only the endless heartache.
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