LF was rather down and didn't wanna go out. I guess she wanna be alone to read the Bible and think things through. Everyone needs time alone, especially when the person is in depressing mood.
Her friend joked and asked her if the two of us actually stayed in the room and cried in each other's arms all day. Well, too bad, there wasn't any such tragic scene.
There are happy people all around. I guess this goes without saying. Most people are here for holidays. I saw a lot of families, groups of friends and couples. What's happier than having a relaxing and enjoyable time with your loved ones. If i wanna see any persons who are more gloomy than me, i should probably go into the casino. There should be plenty of gamblers there who have lost loads of money and looking really down.
While sitting here, typing away, i can't help but wonder if i'm here on vacation with 贝 now, we would probably be sitting here too, enjoying our hot coffee lovingly. Then when i saw China women around the mall, i couldn't help but wondered again if they had been here together.
You see how wonderful yet destructive our mind can be? It's just a thin line between heaven and hell, depending on what's going through it.
Yes, i miss him dearly still, but what is there for me to do except keeping this feeling deep down in my heart and hope for it to pass one day.
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