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Monday, February 02, 2009

Thirty-four

Seriously, who can tell me where did all the time go?

Gosh, 34, that's how old i am today.

Lots of things went through my mind recently. I'm not sure if it was because my birthday was approaching, or was it due to my hectic working life that i so wanted to run away from.

The world economy is bad, the job is stressful, i do not have a clear picture of whether my life is really taking a step forward, and i am now 34 years old.

Really, what have i been doing all these years?

I don't know, and i don't think i could ever figure it out without having this tingling feeling of regrets and apprehension.

Yes, 34 years old already and i still can't be sure where i have been was correct, where i am is good, and where i am heading to will be better.

That's probably how it is to be in this age. I do my best not to think too much, and yet fear that i'm thinking too less. I bet i'd still feel the same when i turn another year older next year.

Oh well, happy birthday to me. And hopefully happiness is what i will achieve eventually.

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