Gosh, 34, that's how old i am today.
Lots of things went through my mind recently. I'm not sure if it was because my birthday was approaching, or was it due to my hectic working life that i so wanted to run away from.
The world economy is bad, the job is stressful, i do not have a clear picture of whether my life is really taking a step forward, and i am now 34 years old.
Really, what have i been doing all these years?
I don't know, and i don't think i could ever figure it out without having this tingling feeling of regrets and apprehension.
Yes, 34 years old already and i still can't be sure where i have been was correct, where i am is good, and where i am heading to will be better.
That's probably how it is to be in this age. I do my best not to think too much, and yet fear that i'm thinking too less. I bet i'd still feel the same when i turn another year older next year.
Oh well, happy birthday to me. And hopefully happiness is what i will achieve eventually.
Labels: introspection
