So, i've been crying non-stop for almost 4 months already. Throw in the serious lack of sleep and excessive hours spent in front of the laptop, i may be heading towards the road of blindness.
Went to see an ophthalmologist today for eye checkup. He said there are signs of allergy and prescribed three-week course of two types of medicated eye drops for me. After three weeks, i'll have to return for a checkup again to see the condition.
My housemate has been telling me to stop crying, as it is really damaging to my eyes. She said excessive crying may cause dry-eye syndrome, an eye disorder that cannot be cured completely and i will have to forever using eye drops to lubricate my eyes. I do not know how accurate she is on this, but true or not, i really gotta stop crying.
Yet, i am feeling very depressed still, and if i were to suppress myself from crying, i'd feel even more depressed. So on one hand, i gotta release my emotions, but on the other, i am doing harm to my eyes. So i'm at a lost.
Really, the best is still i sleep tonight and do not wake up anymore. That ought to solve all my problems.
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