I left my laptop in the office, which is a fatal mistake! I'm just constantly in the state of daze nowadays.
I've not started anything on the outstanding task that i was supposed to complete a month ago on the US project. I thought i could just forget about it since big boss seemed to have given up hope on me in producing it anymore.
Then on Wednesday, we had a meeting the the US team, and they asked for the document. They insisted to have it on that day itself, even if it's a draft version. The problem was that there was no draft version; it's more like there is NO VERSION at all!
Both big boss and i came up with excuses and was finally able to convince them to give me some time to "tidy up" the document. The "some time" was also until next Monday, which means that i gotta work work work through this weekend to produce at least a draft version.
Then, i actually left my laptop in the office, and i'm back in JB now!!!!
So i gotta rush back to SG tomorrow, and probably work over the weekend in the office. Darn!
On a side note, i think i've not updated about my decision on the choices. Well, actually the choice is obvious; i had to choose no. 1, whether i really can or cannot do it.
In fact, big boss didn't really let me choose in the end. Before i even said anything, he already gave all the reasons of why i should stay with the company and continue my current job. He said he wants me to be successful, because the success of his subordinates basically means his success too. So he said everyone will help me to get through this difficult time.
Ok, so now you can see why he's in where he is today. He's really a good talker and understands the art of using the right people to help himself in the corporate world. I did not mean it the bad way; i think that's really how one can survive and climb high in the business world.
Gosh, it's gonna be a tough weekend for me. Pressure from work, while i'm still very weak mentally, emotionally and physically.
Maybe i should just make myself disappear from this world for a while, and hope that thing will just work out by itself.
Hmm, silly thoughts.
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