Cogito ergo scribo

Have not been having much mood to write or even think lately. Am feeling very down. This normally happens when i'm having PMS, but my menses ended last week and yet the melancholy feeling stayed on. There were flashes of the past and the constant heartache returned.

I do not know why, but somehow i already accepted that this is how it's gonna be, probably for many years to come. The roller coaster ride may have lessened in magnitude, but it is still far from ending. Sometimes i'd grit my teeth to stop myself from tearing, while other times i'd have to let out a big breath to ease the pain in my heart.

No matter what, i gotta press on. I must, and i will.

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