We are now entering the last stage of the project, the very critical stage. The system is planned to go live on 1-Apr, and we should be doing the final preparation now.
Yet, i'm deeply troubled by my marriage problems that i haven't been able to work productively. Due to the lack of sleep, i'm in a daze all day. Due to the excessive crying, my eyes are blurry all day. Due to the troubled mind, i couldn't concentrate on my work and haven't been doing the things that i ought to be doing.
This only proves that i am a lousy person with a weak mind and low EQ. I am not as good as they thought i'd be; i failed to segregate personal problems from work, and let it affected my performance. If this project fails, i'll take full responsibility for it. I will confess to my boss about my incapability.
It has been the toughest week of my life. I'm exhausted, mentally, emotionally and physically. But at lease i am still alive.
"That which does not kill me makes me stronger."
I have survived through a week of tormenting moments, i need to recharge, as i know there will be more coming, both from work and from home.
I really need to have a good rest this weekend.
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