Cogito ergo scribo

[Back in February when YY had started his relationship with that woman and i was still in the dark, he was very hooked on listening to the songs by 五月天 ("May Day"). He especially liked the song "知足", "天使" and the below song. I had even discussed the lyrics with him before, saying how profound the meaning is in the song.

Now i realise that he was actually listening to these songs at the same time as her, and all these were their songs, signifying their forbiddened love which they perceived as so moving. Yet, this song should actually be my theme song and not his or hers. They are so lovey-dovey now, so this kind of sad song does not apply to them at all.

Isn't it? What i have now are just 绞痛、悲伤、哭泣、回忆、遗憾.]


突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

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