Am doing my best not to cry. Am doing my best to let go. Am doing my best to move on.
Yet, as always, my best never seems to be good enough. Just like i did my best to give him all my love, but it wasn't enough for him.
The closure probably removed most of the resentments in my heart, but the hurt is permanent and the sorrow will not go away just yet.
I think till this day, i still can't fully accept the fact that 贝 is forever out of my life already; i still can't accept that my 贝 no longer loves me and even wanted to hurt me.
No more love, no more hugs and kisses, alone and lonely. There's a hollow in my heart.
It's a sad weekend, again.
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