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Friday, January 01, 2010

You have loved

When a person whom you love deeply betrays and hurts you to the extreme realises his wrongdoings, feels regretful or is even in pain, the usual thoughts will be that he deserves it and you feel vindicated.

Yet, instead of feeling that justice has been served, it actually hurts you, knowing that the person is in sorrow and unhappy. Your heart aches for him.

Then you bowed your head and pray to God that his sins can be forgiven, that he will meet another person in his life again, who is good and who will love him and bring him happiness.

It is then you are being reminded once again that you love him so much that all it matters in the end is just that he can be good and happy again.

It is also then you realise that even if you will have to spend the rest of your life alone, at least you will die without regrets, for you have truly loved a person within your capacity at least once in your lifetime.

And then you tell yourself that it is time to lock up the memories and love in a corner of your heart and march forward in life. You tell yourself that no matter what comes your way in the future, no matter how tough life is gonna be, with this love buried deep in your heart, you will be happy again.

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