I have not been blogging because i'm very much addicted (still) in reading novels on my iPhone, so much so that i have been sleeping late for it. That is stressing my eyes too and sometimes i really wonder if i'd go blind if i carry on like this.
Talking about eyes, i was forced to change my plan of going for LASIK operation in early December. There is an important workshop that will be held in mid-December and i am one of the key persons in the preparation. The project manager (from UK)of this workshop was very concerned when i told him about my LASIK plan. He urged me to re-schedule it but i refused. He then brought it up to the top management as a concern and project risk. My boss then came to talk to me and told me to change the plan if, as he said he would not want anyone to point fingers at us if anything were to go wrong in the workshop. Talk about office politics and ass-covering... sigh.
Well, since my boss has already raised the request, i gotta relent. After all, this operation is not something for a sickness and not as if it can't be re-planned. But then, this of course makes me very unhappy, for there is a reason on why i chose that date in the first place and now it won't work for me anymore. It's frustrating when work interferes with personal life. This also makes me feel even more demoralised, when the situation at work isn't exactly very good already.
Anyway, it's not really a big deal. I guess when one is already sick of the job and in a low spirit, any little things would be amplified and taken negatively. I am well aware of this and gotta make extra effort to keep myself thinking positively. Perhaps looking forward to Christmas can help to lift my spirit up.
(Humming to myself: 'tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la, la la la la...)
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