While i'm feeling happy about leaving this place, there's also this invisible pressure that's getting more and more nerve-wracking as i'm approaching the day to start the new job. I kept having this little voice in my head, repeatedly asking, "will i be able to cope with the new job?", "will i screw things up?", "what if the boss is very nasty?", "what if the colleagues don't like me?" ...
I know having all these thoughts are just putting undue pressure on myself, but i just couldn't get 'em out of my head. So perhaps indulging in reading comics is a way for me to take my mind off these self-inflicted worries. And that's precisely what i've been doing (still) lately, reading comics all day long, even in the office.
On an unrelated note, i sprained my left hand again during golfing on last Sunday. I've hoped that it would recover by itself but i doubt it's gonna happen. It's not really painful. I just feel uncomfortable when moving my left hand and fingers. I guess i really need to see the Chinese physician again. I think i must have been gripping the golf clubs the wrong way and hence i always hurt myself with the swing. I must correct it before this becomes a chronic injury.
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