I dreamt that i was on a cab from SG back to JB. When the cab driver was approaching my home in JB, i even gave him instructions on where to turn.
Then at that moment, i suddenly felt strange about why i was going home on a cab, when i have a car and should be driving instead. Then i looked at the surrounding and noticed that i was indeed in a cab and in JB already. I could even feel the car moving on the bumpy road.
I told myself this was not real, and i must be dreaming, because i should be driving my own car, i should be driving my own car, i should be driving my own car...
The next thing i know, i was back on the bed and opened my eyes. So it was indeed a dream, and the strange thing is that i knew i was dreaming and i could actually tell myself to return to reality.
How i wish the whole incident that had happened was a dream too, and i could use the power of my mind to tell myself to return to reality where everything is back to normal.
Unfortunately, this is the reality and not a dream, despite how much i hope it is. The power of my mind will not change reality into a dream. I can only use it to pick myself up, and i must believe that it is strong enough to carry me through.
It is indeed time to wake up from my dream and face the reality.
Labels: introspection
