I've not told him about the outstanding work that i've not done at all. I'm not sure how to tell him actually. Perhaps i should just tell him outright that he will never see that piece of work at all and might as well just fire me.
Have been having the urge to quit the job and go do something else, something that do not require too much of brain work. I am rather sick with everything now.
But then, got a call from a friend tonight and she told me to be grateful that i still have a well-paid job when there are so many people out there looking for a job like this. She reminded me that i should be thankful for having a boss who has been so understanding and supportive. She asked me why i am wasting my energy in feeling sad over a person who hurt me, rather than putting in effort in working for the person who has been helping me.
Yes, she's right. Focus on the things i have, and not the things i lost. I gotta constantly remind myself of this.
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