Please find attached the 90% completed draft of the technical specs. You will notice that there has been quite a considerable change to the format and sections.
My apologies that despite my best effort, i was not able to complete it on Friday. There are also some portion that i need to check with the programmer before i can confirm it in the specs. The portions that are not completely done are in blue colors.
Lastly, thanks for the first issues list received last week. I also have a few issues that i found when i was going through the program for writing the specs. You may be receiving a bugs fixing release in the coming weeks.
Yes, i've sent the document out, even though it is incomplete. I ended it at 176 pages, but i'm sure it's gonna be more once i get the incomplete parts confirmed.
It has been painful, to say the least. I slept at 5am again yesterday and woke up at 10am+. If i remember correctly, i've been going like this for 2 weeks straight (or more?). This probably explains my blurry eyes, aching shoulders, back and neck, racing heartbeat, trembling hands, occasional buzzing in the ears and heavy head.
I kid you not; these are indeed what i've been feeling since the past few days. I was concerned if there is anything wrong with me, but my colleague said i am being paranoid. He said these are probably the symptoms of fatigue; i just need to have a good rest.
Yet, the agony is far from ending actually. This piece of work is still undone. I've discovered quite a number of bugs and errors in the programs. And the technical specs still needs to be completed, while there are still lots of overdue work that i need to clear, and more are also planned in the pipeline.
I really wonder if i can continue on like this at all. Besides affecting my health, i'm having serious acne breakouts on my face and back, probably due to sleep deprivation. Then i'm also feeling very depressed, probably also due to energy drain. So i'm getting weak, ugly and unpleasant because of this job. That's bad.
And to make things worse, i do not have anyone who can hug me, pat my head or make me feel better when i'm down. I know i have God, but i couldn't even spare the time to talk to Him.
If you know me in person and see me next time, please give me a pat on the shoulders. I really need it.
Alright, i can actually rant on and on and on, for you can see that i'm in this self-pitying mode again. But then, i really ought to sleep now. Will have to attend church service in the morning.
