Frankly, now that my waking hours are not filled with work anymore, some of the memories did creep back into my mind every now and then. Sometimes not consciously remembering something doesn't mean that it is not there anymore. Sometimes we just know that something in life simply cannot be forgotten, ever. Perhaps we can get over it but the memories will always remain.
The degree of the pain and the extent of the sorrow have certainly diminished; after all, time is indeed the best medicine. However, i am not sure if the wound has fully healed, or it can ever be. Even if it can, there is no way to get rid of the scar.
Anyway, even though i have wasted today away, i did not spend the day in sadness. I might have shed some tears from watching cartoon of sad love story, at least the tears were not for my own sad love story. So i guess my day was saved by iPad.
Oh, and i am not gonna wish my country happy birthday - seriously, i do not really care.
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