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Monday, November 02, 2009

Well but unwell

I've finally recovered from the flu. Rested at home for the entire Saturday, and i think that definitely helped. This proves that i got sick because of the energy drain and was in need of a good rest.

Even though i am well now physically, there is still a long way to go for my mental healing. I am still feeling melancholy. The past still haunts me every now and then, and unfortunate events were rolling in from the close friend who is going through the similar ordeal as me. My heart aches for her, and my anger and resentment towards those irresponsible men were re-ignited.

Marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman. It is a promise of a lifetime. It is a vow to each other for eternal love, faithfulness, trust, commitment and togetherness. Are these really THAT difficult to understand and to practise?

I've totally lost faith in the romantic love of human beings, and do not believe in marriage anymore.


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Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 7:02 pm: Baggage of the past
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 6:38 pm: Still sick
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 4:10 am: Awful
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 5:21 am: Still unwell
Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 4:46 am: Grouchy
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 2:59 am: My theme song 118
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 2:48 am: Defiant kid
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 12:27 am: Miserable
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 5:18 pm: Sick
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 4:30 am: My theme song 117