The two-day conference was ok, not as good as the one i attended in the UK last year. This was not as well organised; my colleague from the IT Department was being bossed around, which made me very mad, for i cannot stand people bullying anyone from my department.
The food at the hotel wasn't good, and i didn't get to go out much either. I guess the best part of the conference is having the chance to meet the management teams from other countries, a lot of whom i've talked to over the phone but never met in person.
I also got to meet those colleagues whom i've not met for quite a while, such as the managers from Taiwan and Singapore branch offices. They all said that i now look prettier than before, to which i replied that it was because i've lost weight since they last saw me.
Anyway, here's a picture i took from my hotel room in BKK. I had a nice view of the river.
Took urgent leave today to rest, even though i still spent the entire day working. Am feeling too down to go to work.
YY called yesterday. He was sick and seemed to feel depressed. It has been almost a month since we last talked. He said he want to start afresh with me; he wanted another chance. I just told him that everything is too late already, and there is no such thing as "start afresh", for there are simply too much hurt and memories. Trust, love and relationship, once broken can never be mended back to perfection anymore. And i am a perfectionist.
I was very sad. Still am in fact.
How i wish life can just be simpler and easier. I can only pray to God that He can give me guidance on the paths of the rest of my life.
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