It was a mixture of all emotions, and the feeling is ineffable.
Sometimes i took myself out of this whole episode and pretend to be a bystander, i was in awe of the transience of life. Nothing is constant in life; this minute you are at the top of the world, and the next you are in living hell.
Just a few months back, i'd be laughing out loud if anyone told me that i'd be in this state. Now, i do not even dare to think how it would be like tomorrow, or even the next hour.
Oh life, what can i make of you? Sigh.
Labels: introspection, love