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Thursday, April 02, 2009

Last

If things do not turn around, Monday night may pretty well be the last for me -- the last time we have dinner together, the last time we slept on the same bed, the last time we gave each other a hug (though with heavy hearts), the last time i stayed in that house that was supposed to symbolise a milestone in our life together.

It was a mixture of all emotions, and the feeling is ineffable.

Sometimes i took myself out of this whole episode and pretend to be a bystander, i was in awe of the transience of life. Nothing is constant in life; this minute you are at the top of the world, and the next you are in living hell.

Just a few months back, i'd be laughing out loud if anyone told me that i'd be in this state. Now, i do not even dare to think how it would be like tomorrow, or even the next hour.

Oh life, what can i make of you? Sigh.

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