Early in the morning, i received email and sms from LF, asking me if i wanna go catch a movie together since she was coming into SG for her project work. I knew that she didn't want me to be alone and immerse in sorrow. Her gesture of great friendship really touched me.
As i had another appointment after work and couldn't make it for a movie, we decided to meet for a dinner. I will write about the dinner and post up the pictures of the food in a separate post (as it's getting late now and i really ought to sleep early).
All in all, it was a nice evening with a good friend. By the time i got back to my rented place, it was already near 11pm. Then i was checking emails and my FB, and somehow i started reading some of my old blog posts from last year. Don't ask me why i did that; seriously, i do not know why.
It was definitely a wrong move. As i read through the painful feelings expressed in words, i was reminded of the heartache and agony that i've gone through, and my tears started rolling down. It was just for a short while that i told myself to switch off the laptop and go to bed, as it was already 1am+.
Despite that, i think i should give myself a pat on the shoulders for surviving through the day without breaking down. It wasn't perfect, but at least i've marched a small step forward.
Lastly, thanks angel for the wonderful and beautiful sketches with words of encouragement and concern. I'm starting to get jealous of your talent!
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